My Love Letter to God

What if I could say, you were really there and I could run my fingers through your hair I'd look in your eyes and you would tell me something I don't really know, I haven't lost my way it's never really been about my faith it's just that life is hard, and I have questions I thought I had it all figured out, turns out I got some notes wrong But I'm still singing the same song, still life is hard and I have questions You say you love me, yet you leave me - here I’m fighting till I'm so far gone and nothing's making sense Where did you go, when I needed you the most I must be right where you want me I wake up every morning thinking this will be the day Maybe today - you'll keep your promise That's what they say - Through love and trust, yeah it will be okay I pray...  that I’ll keep waiting Might not make any sense, but I’ll keep waiting You say you love me, yet you leave me - here I’m fighting till I'm so far gone and nothing's making sense Where did you go, when I needed you the most I must be right where you want me The problem is despite everything I feel your love as true as anything So when you say you love me, I believe it When you say you love me, I believe it You say you love me, yet you leave me fighting till I'm so far gone and nothing's making sense Where did you go, when I needed you the most Yeah, I must be right where you want me I must be right where you want me